Strange Habit

I've got this strange habit
of changing my life
to prove my love true

This strange habit
of changing myself
in order to show that I care

So then from time to time
I wonder how much
of one's self would be enough
to prove enough

For I feel I've given it all away
and all the changes I've made
were not changes at all

I've lost a house
I've lost friends
I've lost hope
and still prove
is all I feel needs improving